SURVIVED ...

WELL  I survived ... I knew I would ... I really had No desire to eat what was there it was just the idea that I  did not have the option to do what I wanted to do..  wait let me rephrase... I guess what I mean is.. since I had CHOSEN not EAT those things it was my decision ... however I knew the  reprecussion of my actions would be  unfair to me... Last year I never thought of those things... I grabbed 3 or 4 slices of pizza, I ate cake, and muffins, I ate chips and anything else that  struck my fancy ...NOW the axis is different.... and I really am okay with it.... today was much easier.. not sure exactly why but it was...

Okay  thats it for today I am pooped...